That lump you described is stuck in my throat listening to Jenna again, i miss her so much it hurts. I hope she and Julien are happy and enjoying life with cermit, peach, mr marbles and the horse 😭❤️❤️❤️

I will never not miss Jenna 😭😭😭

I just don’t understand why people have to go through this when obviously nobody is the same person they were 10 years ago and she did comedy like many other creators before everyone was such a pussy about everything and we ALL laughed then. Why are we looking back now to try and shame people?

Why did this make me want to cry.

She never needed to apologize for anything. The people who were offended by this stuff are the ones who need to apologize. People need to grow up and stop being perpetually offended by every single thing in the world.

Using someone's pain and self anger for views...

I don't know that king kong ding dong rap song was pretty dope. She didn't need to dress up like animal chin though.

Lol at Jeffree popping up in the corner 😂😂

What I hate about her apology is that she seems to only care about one of the consequences of her actions. If people got hurt. And therefor she lacks to realize that she feed the racism in society and because she did it while making jokes with it, very racist jokes, it is even worst. She's posting it online, so she largely influences the racisms in our disturbing society. It is much worst than just "I didnt want to offend anyone". Much worst.

I have never seen any of her videos,no idea who she is but I am loving your videos!! I love the opening very well done!😁

I grew w/ Jenna. Ppl grow and change as people, and with societal norms etc. I miss her so much and hope she comes back. All of the internet will rejoice

It makes me so sad to see Jenna so upset, so to have it confirmed that she is so genuine (as we all knew in our gut) makes it feel even worse. Cancel culture sucks; it's literally robbing people of their freedom of speech and expression, further robbing fans of their favourite (genuine) entertainers! We can all learn a lot from Jenna. Make good choices people!

I love Jenna...🖤

The sound I made when jeffree creeped up the corner lmAOOOO

I find interesting how her dogs got restless and then arrived to "check on her" when she got the most stressed In my experience, dogs are quick to respond to their family's feelings, but they usually don't pick up on mocked emotions Also, I always appreciate the "I don't wanna address this kind of things while I'm upset" mindset in communication. Yes, it can be a tactic sometimes, but it's really difficult to fake, and it's easy to "sense that something's off", so usually that is a good sign

At 12:50 you can see him genuinely smiling in response to her genuine laugh and joke. When you make a non-verbal analyst who is supposed to remain calculating and expressionless whilst analyzing you, smile, then you know for certain that your genuine emotions came through.

God, I love Virgos.

I had no idea who Jenna was until she put this video up. I really felt for her, even though she had done wrong. I thought her apology was from the heart and honestly didn’t feel that she had to give up her channel. I know black face is so wrong and I’ll probably get hate for this. But if you’re brought up with celebrities doing it every weekend on TV when you’re young. You probably didn’t know how hurtful it could be. Most of us done or said things we’re not proud of

I think the fact that she says ‘I didn’t intend to do blackface but that doesn’t matter’ speaks volumes. She’s aware that the impact an action has is more important than her intention.

Crying all over again. I miss her probably more than most. For me, Jenna was like my best friend for a really long time when I had absolutely no good friends and I felt lonely. She was always here to cheer me up and somehow make me feel not alone. I love Jenna to this day and probably always will love her. I really just hope she is genuinely happy and healthy.

She doesn't want anyone to ever be hurt or offended? We live in a time when people are offended by everything.

Don't know why i'm watching this, i don't even know Jenna, lol, guess just curious about his job

I never knew Jenna Marbles but I’m in love with how pretty her hands are😂💅🏻

Who was she following that people got mad at?

Unproblematic (at least for me) doesn't mean free for problems, but addressing your problems and taking action to correct it. Humans aren't free of problems, the most effective way we learn is by making mistakes, but also by showing that we realise they were mistakes and work to fix it. Considering that Jenna Marbles IS addressing things and shows that she is learnt and grown over the years, I would say she is unproblematic. And yes I know the literal definition of the word is to not constituting a problem or difficulty, but by that definition literally all humans are problematic.

I'm not in the loop,but what was she apologizing for?

And the fact a scandal didn’t influence her apology speaks volumes as well

genuinely heartbreaking seeing her in that state. you can really feel it

she's such a good person😭😭This made me cry idk why I can just feel her emotions and it's got me choked up 💓I miss her so bad

i miss her so much :'(

Everyone makes mistakes & the best of those learn from them & move forward. To all the imperfect people I hope you're taking gentle care of yourselves & have come out the other side a better person.

It's kinda funny that some people who don't know Jenna at all and JUST heard that she did blackface (it started as a bad spray tan but it's still blackface) and was racist were saying 'oh this is so fake like all the other apologies' when it really isn't... she wouldn't have been 'canceled' at all, basically nobody was talking about this, and a lot of her supporters wouldn't abandon her because they would've understood she had changed. But yeah, she was genuine. She actually cares about others.

Everyone wants Jenna to come back.

I got emotional too so this is real. I love her since 2011. Thank you for validating her sincerity. To me she is one the realest youtubers ive seen.

I miss her soooo much 💕

makes me sad how much she was hurting in this video... shes so genuine and lovely, i truly hope shes finding happiness and peace away from the toxicity

02:54 oh lord

I hope she has found peace and will come back to us with more of her 33 (maybe 34) year old lady content. After her basketball game.

There was no (non-criminal) video on the internet that made me so immediately and lastingly upset as this Jenna Marbles video. I was literally just watching Julien videos yesterday to see if there was any hint of how she's doing now. I HATE that people made her feel like this. It makes me so angry at humanity. Any person that watches her videos can see that she was never purposefully disrespectful to any person, culture or race. That she was always just being silly and trying to bring fun and silliness to us all.

we all love and miss jenna. shes the most genuine person on youtube yall literally cant lie.

That’s the thing about jennas apology - she did it and did the probating BEFORE anyone really came for her. She did it because she just WANTED to do better.

please delete this this is so weird

This is intrusive and weird

damn I miss Jenna... she is just such a good genuine person, I hope she is doing well

MNdown will never be the same without her. This is unreplaceable lost 😭 I really hope she is happy and okay now.

I do not think that she is gone for good, but I do think that she probably will take a break and assess her future in whatever role she chooses when she eventually does return, but I think things will have to evolve & change to where she feels comfortable with returning & providing content again.

This took me 5 months to be able to watch and it still made me cry. Really miss Jenna

I will always be waiting for jennas return. I just want to see her face and hear her voice again. She was one of the first youtubers I watched in middle school. I'm in college now. She will always have a special place in my heart.

I love how one of her dogs showed up towards the end to comfort her.

I watched her from the beginning. I found her channel when she had been uploading less than a year. I watched her fall in love and break up and fall in love and get all her puppies and buy her dream house and most importantly, I watched her grow. She was never anything but her true, authentic self. She was creative and funny but the thing that always set her apart from other content creators is her empathy. Hell, she cried about getting the wrong kind of fish tank when people said it was confusing and harmful for the fish she bought and she immediately took them back. She has so much love for all living things and to see her in this much pain was really hard for me to watch. After a decade she felt like a friend and it sucks to not be able to reach out and ask if she's okay or needs anything. There is no one who can make me cry from laughing the way she did. I miss the puppers. But above all I really just hope she's doing okay. It's great to watch Julien, I think he's handled all of this transition incredibly well. The dink fam is amazing. It just sucks to have lost so much in 2020 and feel this powerless.

Let's be honest, we all knew Jenna would get the approval of being genuine. It's so transparent with everything she does

and shane LITERALLY said he did his “apology” because he saw jenna do her apology video. so from the SECOND his video started, it was so fake. Jenna’s was so true and heartfelt, i miss her. but i hope Jenna Mourey is doing well and resting with all the dogs

i miss jenna so much

Some people need to get offended by an intransitive punch in their delicate face. It hurts my soul to watch people cow tow to these fucks. For EVERYTHING that you do, there is someone who will TAKE offense (note the active/passive distinction between that and the common misuse of the language "to be offended)

This makes me so sad to see how upset she really was 💔

I feel like she was looking for an out for a while and it came at the perfect time for her. I miss her but I don’t blame her for going away

Cancel culture, everyone on twitter fighting to see who is the most woke. Gross.

I don’t think Jenna could have picked a better spot. That’s where she filmed all of her videos so it’s not out of the ordinary for her to film there. If it had been somewhere she doesn’t usually film it would have been weird.

This apology still makes me cry. Jenna was the most authentic, honest, funny, kind person on MNdown, she's missed by 100's of thousands and it pisses me off she was caught in the crossfire of Shane and Jeffree's despicable behavior.

I love that girl! Miss her videos so much :(

Her apology encompasses the Strawberry-Millennial-Snowflake generation/culture. What's happening? Sometimes a cake is just a cake. Why do our youth lack thick-skin, resilience, or a back bone? What ever happened to comedy? It's supposed to stir a reaction, and yes even offense and negative feelings.

Dear god, I miss her..

I miss her so much ♥

I understood her placement in the frame since thats pretty much the primary place that we see her in videos since she moved houses, great video!

I miss her so much

Moral of the story, Jenna is a saint and we all hope she’s okay ♥️

What a strange fucking video. WEIRD

I love Jenna to the ends of the Earth. But everyone please remember that if you are not Black or Latine/Latinx or East Asian or of another community she hurt with her actions in the past, you have no place to be forgiving her or saying you accept her apology. The apology is not directed to you. If you are of a community that she harmed, you do not have to accept her apology and you are entitled to still feel wronged or hurt.

kinda one of the worst days of my life emotionally, it honestly felt like an older sister who i loved and adored and looked up to and then they said they were going away and i may never be able to see or talk to them again and that wrecked me a lot watching it again is making me cry just as much as it did when she posted it

You can't be racist, you are racist (hopefully not but...) racism is a belief not an action. Also dear white ppl, stop speaking on behalf of other races, you are actually the problem, you can show support without drowning out the voices of those you supposedly support...

not the jeffree sneak up 😂😂😂😂

Love her and have never even seen her before today. Jenna is refreshing and sincere. Fake apologies from other MNdownrs can be uncomfortable. She brought tears to my eyes and the feeling of genuine protectiveness came over me. You did a great job with her. Jenna is by far my favorite. Hope she's okay.

Watching that video brought back the feelings i had the first time i saw it, damn im going to miss that woman, she was one of, if not the best person in this platform and now, because people cant leave things in the past... we dont know if we will ever have her back.

I'm not a body language analyst. But I gauged her sincerity by the fact that I teared up in reaction to what she was saying and the emotion that I could FEEL from her. I watch most apology videos without emotion or even disgust or disappointment. And then here comes a body language analyst corroborating my gut reactions to these vids. Trust your gut!

i cant watch her apology. i sstart getting very emotional and cry cause i can feel how upset she is. it makes me upset to see it

She left when the the nations needed her most

I did love her rawness at times. There were videos I saw years ago that were cringeworthy due to her inner-misogyny that made me stop watching. One thing that gets me though... and I do agree that this was genuine from here ... is that if you are sorry you did something, you are sorry you did it. You are sorry for everyone. Not just those you offended. I know she is just saying what is now so common but really... saying, "I'm sorry. It was wrong," is way better than I'm sorry to those who were offended.

If I'm being honest, this isn't an abnormal looking room? It doesn't look lavish or large, just really open? I think it looks big partly because of the angle she's at. It's a very modest looking house from this perspective; maybe just a bit larger than a suburban four bedroom?

Man I miss her so much

I MISS HERRRR

44,000 likes 681 dislikes. That is the lowest dislike ratio I have EVER seen. 😲

Love you Jenna. And from a new subber, love your content.

Watching this made me cry. Jenna was one of the most genuine, if not the most genuine long time MNdownr. I'm heart broken to see her leave but I care more about her mental health than watching her make videos.

Just to clarify, Jenna DID NOT do blackface. She just had a lot of self-tanner on lol she went through a phase back then where she just self-tanned a lot. It was not blackface. She literally just put on a pink wig and people are literally making false accusations about her.

I feel terrible about the job that a few people have done to her. They are very good at guilt-tripping, especially if you are a very good-hearted and sensitive soul, which she obviously is. Any bullies would have been able to crush her free spiritedness and her sense of how to be playful. Our poor distressed friend here is shocked and looks like a gang of bullies have beaten her up. And, honestly, that is what has happened. If she knew more about the self appointed thought-police that call themselves 'woke', then she would have been able to defend herself more against their gross invasions into our daily lives. She must be quite alone, and I hope she meets the kinds of people who can help her figure out how not to be bullied again. But how soon will she re-gain her self confidence and sense of play ? I think it might take a long time. Maybe if she falls in love, that could give her the mojo back. A very sweet and sincere lady !

It doesn’t seem like it should count as a real apology when she’s only doing it because people are asking her to.

"Unproblematic" is not a word I would use to describe Jenna at all. It's so robotic and not really true. Jenna is a human, she's got problems just like everyone else, some people do have problems with her. But...Jenna is a considerate and very thoughtful person. She does her best not to make excuses when something pops up and she is always making room in her life for growth. She tackles the important issues she and others have with her and caters to her supporters and even whole audience who want the best for her and her content to some degree. So overall, it's not that she's unproblematic. She's a humble and decent human being without trying too hard. She doesn't always know what to do, but I'm proud of her for keeping her eyes and heart open and her mind as alert as possible. It's hard to be in her shoes and to be this genuine. Seriously.

i miss her so much it’s like i lost a bestfriend

I'm sure this effort by our society to not offend anybody for any reason will go really well. I don't know history at all but I'm still 100% certain of my position.

she did this shit 10 fucking years ago and people decided to cancel her now even with the shit that is happening in the world. she is a beautiful woman who didn't deserve that.

The only thing she forgot to to say in her apology and you failed to mentioned is that prejudice is not something that simply ofendes someone. Racism, homophobia are serious social constructions that kill, abuse, segregate. She didn’t ofende or hurt anyone, she was a jerk that used social perks to make fun of people for who they are. Ridiculous apology.

Has nobody noticed almost every content creater is creating an apology video?

Great I'm crying again but love this video♡

Great content, love your channel!

Lol Oops I thought he said hi idiots in the beginning 😅

Really wish she didn’t feel like she had to apologize for those things ... but yet all stand up comedians talk about race and mock other races and that’s allowed

As an empathetic, emotional sponge, Jenna's apology makes me feel like crying. No other apology video does this. Perfect measuring stick for genuine emotion if you're like me. (Of course some actors/dialogues and story lines are really good at mimicking this, but most youtubers aren't award winning actors.)

I think all this is stupid to begin with. It's terrible to make someone as nice as her feel so bad about just trying to have dinner innocent fun. Comedy's supposed to be that way so that you can laugh about the bad things. When people make you feel bad and try to say what you did is wrong its cus their taking their problems out on you. These people saying things to her don't even really care about what she said. Their just using it as an excuse to hurt someone. It's sad fr and i know what Jenna feels like cus I have a lot of empathy but you've got to learn not to get yourself upset like that over people projecting their feelings onto you just so they hurt you

Having her knee up at that start looks self-defensive to me. I only curl up my body when I need to self-comfort, its not my most relaxed position personally.

For honest people like jenna marbles. Every body now a days since 2020, everyone is so hypocritical and judging everyone for their past its like people jeed to stop being so sensitive and judging people who are just trying to make us laugh and smile in a world of chaos and sadness and hurt.